so today i found out the worst thing. if i wasnt at school, i would've broken down and cried. this guy that i like goes out with one of my friends. i hope he realizes that it was the BIGGEST MISTAKE OF HIS LIFE.!! this girl is not only in a special ed. class, but she has tourettes. i mean, would u date that kind of person.? i hope thay break up REALLY soon. or else i'll have to kill her... JKJKJK. i'm not like that. but i do get really upset. i just don't show it. i'm not the kind of girl that will cry in school when something heartbreaking happens to me. but anyway, yea. if u ask me, i think he likes her because she has a lip piercing. i swear, it's prolly true. since he's goth, he might want a girlfriend that has a piercing. i used to be goth, and i always wanted a boyfriend that had piercings. so i just hope that she either moves, like tomorrow, or they break up because of some nasty rumor that some random kid spread. or maybe out of luck a bomb will randomly fall from the sky and land on her house while she's in it. now that i know that she goes out with him, in english today all i did the whole time was look at her and list her flaws. i should write them down and stick it in his locker. maybe he'll break up with her then. but i couldn't do that. if she finds out it was me, idk what'll happen. i never had someone truly hate me b4. i hope it never happens. so i'll just have to sit and pray that their relationship ends by next week.